How can it be a risk when I have nothing to lose?

I've been hearing myself repeat the same things lately. And it could be summed up by just saying I need a change. Better yet, Im ready for change, I'm just at that point.

The pictures above are a result of the headshots I did earlier today for actress Medina Perine. She was a pleasure to work with. However despite the gorgeous photos, we had a brief conversation kind of about jobs, where we are in goals, and getting further. Though I don't know much about her background I do know that she moved to Chicago from Lousiana to pursue her acting career. One of the things that stood out about that and what she said today was when she mentioned she took that risk. I don't know what I've been waiting on. I know I don't have much to lose so here we are, Goal date for soft launch is September 2011. I need to give the down payment to the web designer first thing next month and hit up the first person I plan on interviewing, local artist Lauren Jenkins. It's time to move. 10:39p.m.

Vacation 2 bits

So its Sunday, I haven't posted in a while but I want to try to at least keep up with updating the progress of the magazine and my "professional life" in regard to what I'm doing toward that and acceptable distractions from the Magazine.
This is a post about an acceptable distraction toward the Magazine.
I was on vacation from work last week when my homie Twilight dropped into town and decided to take Actor C and I on a journey with him to the land of ReworkingAesthetics(I'm using that name for something else). Now I hate to do this to you but the job is somewhat "Top Secret," however I can say that it is a video/movie/story,and a few other key things. Nothing that hasn't been done before but something that hasn't exactly been done our way or reworked by us.
I was excited before but blogging about what we're about to do, even as restrained as I did, is giving me a high that I can end the day on with a smile on my face.
It's good being creative, falling heart first.
12:44a.m.